Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in emsters' LiveJournal:

Sunday, June 6th, 2004
6:07 pm	yesterday was great!!! heather, jackie, & alyssa came down from NC & we all hung out in our stupid village of spartanburg. we were stuck at home though because we didnt have a car since my dad's car is in the shop at the moment and is thus using my brother's. so, the five of us were home alone with nothing to do, and we whipped out the ouija board & i can definitely say me and heather freaked out. later that night, david got his car back and we all went to barnes & noble to get coffee, then we went to blockbuster & we all watched Love Actually, & went to bed at three. this morning we met up with the rest of the jew crew at broadway bagels, and then we all went our separate ways. =( i went shopping later today so its all good =) my room is a mess, so i must go clean. later -me Current Mood: mellow (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 4th, 2004
9:17 pm	yawn im soooo full, i ate a ton at kanpai. eating a lot makes me really sleepy. i dont know why, but for some reason, i woke up at 6 in the morning (im shocked....i sleep until noon usually) & i was starving. i went downstairs & got myself a bowl of cheerios, went back upstairs ate it in my bed, and went to sleep and i woke up at 1:30. damn, im lazy. & i slept on a float in my pool today & yesterday. by the way, new york- 6 more days!! =) later Current Mood: full (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
11:06 pm	weird mood i dont know what has happened, but my entire perspective on the way i look at people has changed...ive changed. i've just come to the realization that really, people are all the same, no matter how mean they are, how nice, whether they are your friend or your enemy.. they all have insecurities, they all want to be happy... sometimes, i really do regret some of the things i've done and said. i have changed, i just really want to be a good person (very sappy sounding i know). to the ones who i've had issues w/ in the past, its the past, i've moved on, you are forgiven. i changed my profile on IM, i took out all the shoutouts and instead put in lyrics from "Do You Realize" by the Flaming Lips... i love this song so much. "Do you realize That happiness makes you cry? Do you realize That everyone you know someday will die? And instead of saying all of your good-byes Let them know you realize that life goes fast It's hard to make the good things last You realize the sun doesn't go down It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round" life does go by oh so fast... this has been a Deep Thought, by Emily Feldman lol, seriously though, i do feel really weird tonight. & i cant add very many shoutouts into my profile, so i'll just do it in here: shalika, darby, matt, harrison, shelli, brittany (urge haha), shannon q, stephanie (fazzonIE!), sami baby (parker!!) tommy,strib, schnoz, thacker, maley, christy, whitney, karie, katie s, jordan, josh, wilder, emily, molly ...those are just a few for now, love you all!! if i left u out lemme know! good night everyone -Emily Current Mood: inspired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 31st, 2004
11:22 pm	so as i sit here filling in this entry for tonight, im also thinking about my life & life in general. i just watched an excellent movie, requiem for a dream...i highly recommend it. good night Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 30th, 2004
8:56 pm	lazy to sum this day up: sleep & TV i woke up at 12, went downstairs to get a muffin, & then i went back upstairs and watched TV, then fell asleep. darby is here now!! yay!! we're gonna go swimming now, so more later! -me *&* darby! Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 29th, 2004
4:25 pm	bored after 3 hours of twiddling my thumbs, i've decided to go ahead and update yall on whats gonna happen tonight, because earlier today nothing happened but thumb twiddling because i was so damn bored. i did get a lot of things done today surprisingly, such as catching up on my sleep (i woke up at 12) & working out for an hour and a half. im going to greenville tonight! yayness, i get to go to coffee underground & this restaurant the parentals have gone to but ive never been...its called O (yes as in OH). never been hopefully its good. now i gotta go get ready, later. -EMILY Current Mood: hungry (Comment on this)
Friday, May 28th, 2004
8:55 pm	yawn so yeah, it's a friday night & its only nine o'clock, and i think im gonna call it a night. im definitely VERY tired. today was so sad at first... david graduated this morning =*( & on top of that, amanda's moving today... (i miss her already) after the graduation, i came home & then me and darby went to go see mean girls. "it spoke to me" lol darbz! *yawn* goodnight kids -feldman Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 27th, 2004
11:29 pm	what a day today was definitely full of weird emotions. let's start w/ the good... NO MORE SCHOOL, HELL YEAH! i finished my last exam today, and i did better on it then i thought i would. ^ definitely really happy & relieved at this time. Then, i find out geoff is coming & he's staying for the weekend ^now im happy & excited So after school ended, i went out for lunch & when i got home, i saw i had IMs...& i bout freaked out. harrison, just hearing your voice & knowing you were OK meant so much to me...i can't believe that in just one split second, i could have lost you forever. i love you... after that really really scary episode, i spent my last day of school hanging out w/ my brother & geoff & we spent 2 extremely boring hours at his honors day. then we went out to ruby tuesday with a ton of ppl & i just now got home. AND im VERY tired, so good night -me Current Mood: sleepy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
5:29 pm	only one more day! ahhhhhhh yessssssssss only one more day of exams, stress, homework, all of it!!!! i do have a really hard exam tomorrow, which would be math, and i gotta go study for that. but, i did really well on my history & english exams! so YAY! bye kids- em Current Mood: hopeful (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
6:29 pm	i love... i love shopping i love my mom i love the mall i love jewelry i love my friends! hardest exams are done with! (except for 2nd period which is my math class) today was a good day =) mwah, em Current Mood: satisfied (Comment on this)
Monday, May 24th, 2004
5:36 pm	hahahahahahaa wow, you people never stop failing to amuse me :P get a life hahahahahaha Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
5:17 pm	i hate.... i hate exams i hate studying i hate getting no sleep i hate waking up early i hate 2nd period i hate 7th period too well, thats the current hate list for now more later -me Current Mood: hateful (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
9:42 pm	uuuggghh my mood has changed so much today! i've been upset, happy, bored, nervous, worried...everything! as of right now, im just really worried bout exams, my hardest one is tomorrow! im gonna make this short cuz i gotta go study, but pretty much the ending to this day is a lot better then the beginning... im just in a mood of "blahness" right now. BLAH well kids, ill let you know how the exam went. more later, emily Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
8:07 pm	fun! so matt & darby three way me this morning at 11 & wake me up, and i am completely NOT a morning person (sry guys lol). well, we had been talkin bout goin to c a movie earlier in the week, & they decided on shrek 2 at 3:00 and then goin to the mall afterwards. and i was like, yall, wtc? my entire family was plannin on goin to c that at the same time & i just kinda wanted to be w/ my friends. well, turns out my family decided on goin to c shrek 2 @ 4:45, so darbz picks me up and me, her, matt, & thacker all went to c shrek at 3, and after the movies over, darby's like, ok, were all goin to matt's house. well, i had told mom that i was goin to the mall & last time i changed plans i got bitched at, so i was just like, BLAH ill just stay here. then, i see jay and erik and incidentally, they were goin to c shrek 2 at 4:45, so i just decide to watch shrek 2 with them, again, and so i go outside to get my ticket. and the dude tells me they're sold out, so i was like, dude, my mom just called me and told me she's saving me a seat, can i please have a ticket? and the guy's like, sry i dont feel like losing my job. and this random kid comes up to me and is like, i have an extra ticket, and so he sells it to me and turns out i watched the movie again, but it was a lot of fun. last nite was tons of fun too! i went to the service which was really nice, and harrison came to visit me in the middle of it (thanks sweetie!) and actually, harrison visited me at the movies today (thanks again!) after the service we all went to sam & shelli's house, and i got to hangout w/ shellface and i met her friend keighlee who is soooo sweet!!!! (shellface, the three of us def. gotta hangout sometime) well im kinda gettin sick of updating this journal for the moment, so as always, emily Current Mood: energetic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 21st, 2004
4:20 pm	TGIF :) today was a good day, and it was much needed! today actually went by fast, surprise surprise. seventh period was slow cuz i was anxious to find out if i had made symphony (orchestra thing).... well kids, I MADE IT!!!!!!! at first, i was wonderin whether or not i wanted to get in because that would mean i'd hav to leave a lot of my friends behind, but, muh girl KaTiE made it w/ me!! yay! so, question is, what should i do today? i already know i gotta go to my synagogue for a little bit (blah), and i think im probably gonna go w/ david & some other people to go see shrek 2! i gotta call up some ppl and see if they can go... anyways, im in a very very good mood right now :) (steven i hope you're reading this) oh yeah, today is also the academic team dinner at the peddler, & call me crazy, w/ free food and all u'd think i'd be going, but im not (sry FATties!) well, im thinkin this is startin to go no where & its gettin kinda boring, so i gotta go get ready for tonite and make a few calls. tomorrow should be more interesting... ;) much love, em Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 20th, 2004
4:32 pm	sigh... i talked to a lot of other people today, & it turns out that im not alone about being so annoyed and stressed with school. I WANT IT TO END, NOW. well, i cant exactly scream over the computer, so AGRL;KJAOERTBIOEABHTETBMTSDFLVIJDG... yeah, i doubt that did much for you, didnt really do much for me either, o well. today seemed like it would never end! we had the science end of course test this morning, so so so boring. hah, after about the 7th question i just started bubbling in patterns on the answer sheet, yeah, definitely clueless on that test. rest of the day was just really slow, we had to run in PE but christy & i just walked it like usual (gah i really will miss that class when school's over, kissy & i hav so much fun) honestly, with all this hw & other stuff i gotta go do, i dont hav time to add more to this, but ill keep yall posted some more this weekend. its time for me to work out & then swim!! :) please do me a fav & all yall ppl who i want callin, call me! (yeah thats right i get my phone back haha) much love, emily Current Mood: cranky (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
6:01 pm	first entry! so yeah, i've finally come to the decision to start one of these journals... i havent really kept one since i was seven, and it was a hello kitty diary which i still happen to have...anyways, its kinda weird how i start a journal right when school's about to end, meaning i wont have all that interesting drama and gossip i know you people love to hear about. i promise ill keep this thoroughly entertaining, since my life is just so interesting :) hhhmm...school... i keep reminding myself i only have 4 and a half days left, so im actually enjoyin it at the moment. i cant wait til its over, it seems like it's every teacher's goal to have at least one project and 243 definitions assigned (cough cough lucifer aka spann) my friends are supercool though so it's all good (luv yall, yall know who u r) live concert may 30!!!!! very much want to go (shal!!) well, today was ok i guess, as good as it can be when you have eoc testing in the morning and exams all the next week. i went swimming after school and i feel much better, but i must go eat, my stomach keeps growling and its VERY annoying hope yall enjoyed the first entry! love always, em Current Mood: optimistic (3 Comments |Comment on this)